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I almost

slid off the journaling. I said slid instead of fell because slid is kind of passive, more passive than fell. You have to do something to fall, but to slide you can be sitting and just not stop yourself. Except I did stop myself, I was tired, so tired, and I asked myself, why do you have to write down your breakfast? You eat the same breakfast every morning, oatmeal and fruit, then I answered myself, because when you journaled before you lost 15 pounds. Weight that you gained back when you stopped journaling. This morning I was 138.8 pounds.

New shoes are killers. Here is a sneak peak at my new crocs, in my bag since I don’t want to wear them to and from work. Reason is this is day 2 I have worn them. I have a bandaid on my right foot under my big toe and first aid tape around my little toe. Left foot is doing ok so far. That was working until I went to lunch and put my Cleo crocs on, they messed the bandaid up so now there is a piece of first aid tape over the bandaid. I will get these broken in before July 23rd. Now my left little toe is saying it hurts.

My tummy is not very happy, if I have to run to the bathroom like I did at Target last night(we have had this discussion about something that happens to me and when I am in a public bathroom I hate it), I am going home. No joke.

I did not come home early. But I didn’t do anything when I got home. I just sat on my bed and read the second book I got last night. Now I have to go to bed.

>Silly me

>I went to Target to get powder for my sore feet and medicine for my sore tummy. Tigger and Stitch wanted Hugs. Hershey Hugs. Anyway, I ended up buying two books. Can’t figure out why, I have plenty to read. They just intrigued me. One is Promise Not To Tell and the other is Island of Lost Girls, both are by Jennifer McMahon.

When I got home, Tigger had to get a Bella hug before he could have his Hershey Hugs. He said both were good. Fred also got a Bella hug and some Hershey Hugs.

>When I looked in the train window and saw only a few people I knew we had a hot car, when I stood at the door and felt the heat blasting me, I wondered if they were blasting heat into the car. I found a seat next to a normal looking guy, but I think that was the only normal thing about him.

Later when I heard the sad news about someone’s pregnancy, my mind went back in time 27 years when my mother took my sister-in-law to the hospital and I was not allowed to go, after all I was only 18. To a friend who stated that was why she didn’t want to get pregnant, a friend who subsequently went on fertility meds to get pregnant and now has four children.

Now I am done.

>This week has not

>Been a good week for me, I have not wanted to get up every morning.

Last night when I got home, one of the kids had gotten ice pop on the floor in front of the freezer, on the floor in my bathroom and all over my sink, they denied it of course. They have also been leaving the basement door unlocked. I told Tigger I want it locked, I don’t trust their friends as much as they do, ok, I don’t trust their friends at all. Now I have to get my lunch, it is another hot, brutal day, I hope I don’t melt.

Tigger sent me a text they were going swimming and I asked him to make sure the basement door is locked. He replied, Already Gone. Sigh, he does not seem to grasp the need of locking up. However, when I got home, the door was locked.

The crocs came today, M loves hers, I think Gwen does too but I am not sure, I like mine. I left work early and went to the Crocs store to get some more Jibbits for Ms crocs. It would take me a lot less time to get there if I could remember where the stupid place is, this time I turned the wrong way on Columbus!

For those of you who are reading this and wondering why I am using this personal thoughts blog to talk about the weather and the kids and my shoes, I made a commitment to post every day. So far I have kept it. If I have to come on here and post I got up I went to work I came home, well that is what I will do to keep this commitment to myself. I know from experience that the more I write the better it gets. The problem is, I usually come up with these things when I can’t write or send an e-mail here or type here. I have to work on remembering what I think, then I will have a more interesting blog.

Smokers icky

Here is one of the nail polish colors I got at Sally’s last night. the brand is Finger Paints, and the color is EASEL-Y SATISFIED. The other color I got is a sheer lavender and its name is GET REAL-ISM. My friend Cookie said she wants the job that gets to name these polishes. What an active imagination!

I stopped at the park to eat my yogurt & write this but someone had to light up, ick! I had to leave, can’t stand the smell of cigarettes. So I am walking & writing and it is not easy especially when I can’t see the screen due to the sun glare. Today is one of those days that some would say was beautiful and I say is brutal and too hot. I hate sweating, I just almost got run over by a big SUV but he missed me! Now I am in the parking lot and I still cannot see what I am writing so I hope this makes sense. I was going to sit in the courtyard but I am too hot.

Finally got to wear my new purple exercise skort. I like the way this brand fits better than the Champion ones I got at Target. I have to resist the urge to buy more. While I was on the elliptical I was watching Food Network, Bobby Flay was on. I really like him, he is so cute! He does this show called Throw Down. So I was watching people cook, something I don’t like to do, and they were making Gumbo, something I can’t eat, except I wouldn’t eat it, never, never, never. I mean you know what Gumbo is don’t you? Its disgusting Okra soup. My blog, my opinion rules.

What I was leading up to was I lost track of time and probably spent about 45 to 50 minutes on the elliptical, which is probably why my legs are sore now. I am also really tired and need to go to bed.

>How now brown cow

>I did not sleep last night. Not a bit. I was reading Winter Rose. I skimmed over parts so I could find out what happened and it still took me all night.

I am going by the park so I can sit for a minute so I won’t be able to improve on my time from the bridge to the light. I was just feeling nauseous so I got some pretzels. I made sure to weigh them and count them. Count every bite & sip, right. I don’t think I will stop at the park because I am very hungry.


Bye Bye

Suzi >^. .^<

>Don’t like this weather

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Last night it was muggy in my room. Since Stitch sleeps in the living room I have to stay in my room, and last night I could not sleep. Then about 5:30 I fell asleep, didn’t wake up until almost 6:00 YIKES!

Then after Stitch dropped me off, I realized I did not have my phone with me. LE SIGH. Then FOIL headaches when I got to work. I can’t wait for this day to end, except I will have to go out in the heat when it is over to get to the subway.
>^,,^<

Someday I will figure out how fast to walk to get from the Pulaski Bridge to the next street before the light turns red. It is not that big a deal, it is a side street, one way, I just have to wait for the few cars to go than I can cross, it is a personal goal of mine.

Getting ready for bed now, showered and sprayed my feet with lavender foot spray, forgot to clean Butterscotch’s litter box, I am not going back out to do it. Cleaned up the leather bag for Dawn. Getting a little bit of a headache, I am sure it will go away as soon as I lie down and close my eyes.

>New week

>Made it to the meeting on time, just me M and Gwen went. D is at regional this weekend. On the way home I got a text that I have sold another book, in a minute I will have to tape it up to take tomorrow.

Yesterday I was sort of cleaning my closet and found a bunch of clothes, that I threw away and my old black leather briefcase, I asked Dawn if that would be acceptable in Donated and she said yes. So I cleaned it out and will take it Wednesday. I did not get out in service this weekend. I will try again next weekend.

After I got home from Target, where I went to get the envelope, M wanted to go for a walk, so we walked to the park. That is a mile, even though we didn’t walk fast, at least we were moving our buns. We went to Ron’s when we go to the park, I just got water, and M guessed that I had already gone that day!

On the way back, she said I have a question about the sign for that school, she was talking about the slogan for the Christian School, it says, “Educating one mind at a time”. She said, what about the rest of the class? She always has something thought-provoking to say about these things.

Well, I won’t be able to mail the book until Tuesday, I ran out of tape. It is O.K. I have until Tuesday to mail it. I really don’t want to use the tape at work, not for a book I sold. I look at my rating and I have 5 stars. One person rated me at 5 stars and said “Great!” in the comments.

Well, enough chatting for today. I have to work tomorrow. I will see you then.

>Saturday

>Ugh, lost my post. Let’s try again.

It felt like it took forever to get to Saturday this week, and that was even with a day off! Book study this morning, now doing laundry, sort of, I put a load in and hung part of it up, but there are clothes in the dryer I need to take up so I can put mine in the dryer. Then I need to leave while its on. I also have to go to Bass to return the shorts that I bought, they are too small. I don’t know if I will get another pair or not. I will write to you later. Or sooner if this post gets lost also.

I returned the shorts to Bass. Then I went to Kohl’s. I know Levi’s or Lee’s will fit me in a size 6. I also saw those purple exercise shorts were less than $10, and since I said I would buy them if they got that cheap, I had to buy them. Then Tigger wanted to show me a Verizon phone that he thinks I should get, so we went to the Verizon store. I sent him a text from the phone, and he saved the number, he says he is going to send random texts to it. I should have sent the text to my phone, oh well. Next time. I told Tigger he is seriously demented. So I saw the phone I want to get next, but it is expensive. Maybe by January it will be reasonable.

>Off work

>Because it is the 4th of July. D is working on his new shed and M and the kids are helping him. I haven’t decided yet what to do. I want to go to VanHeusen to get some shorts that fit, but I don’t know if they are open and I don’t know what else M has in mind for today.

After I check on the thread and check my e-mail I will see what else is going on today. I may be back.

Right now I am just sitting on my bed listening to the fireworks. They are loud, I have no idea where they are. Last night I took some Tylenol® PM and I slept really well. I think I will take some again tonight. For some reason taking Tylenol® during the day does nothing for the pain in my shoulder, but the Tylenol® PM at night really helps.

Today Gwen and I went to VanHeusen, but I couldn’t find any shorts I liked, so I went to Bass. They had some nice shorts, they were on sale for $17, which I thought was a lot for shorts, but considering they are Bass, I figured I would go ahead and get them. Well, with M’s card they were less than $9. After I try them on to make sure they fit, I might go get another pair. At Vanheusen, I got a skirt and top. Paid more than I thought they would be, the signs had me confused.

The rest of today I was watching NCIS marathon on TV. Well, I really must go now.